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January 21

I want my MTV!!

Guest blogger today
 
Tim Slagle

MTV: Against Inaugural Balls Until They Were For Them

by Tim Slagle

I just noticed that MTV is planning a big Inaugural Ball for this evening. This is a big surprise to me, because back in 2001, MTV claimed they were no longer interested in throwing Inaugural Balls.  ”Rock the Vote” claimed they were going to change their political focus, and would no longer be hosting Balls. I couldn’t remember the exact excuse MTV made for not throwing one back in 2001. There hasn’t been an MTV Inaugural Ball in Twelve years!

A little snooping around led me to this article from the New York Times; something everyone here should have a look at. It goes to the very heart of what is being done on Big Hollywood. Apparently the official reason why there was no 2001 MTV Ball was:

There was not enough time to plan for a party, given the delay in resolving the election.

Good one. It doesn’t ring true for me, since there was going to be an Inauguration regardless of who won the election. Perhaps the people at MTV thought (hopefully) that if the election wasn’t resolved by January 21, Clinton could just stay on for another four years.

It is also telling, that little has changed since then. The rift between Pop Culture and Republicans is just as deep and wide as it has always been. This article could have been written yesterday:

Culturally, Republicans always seem to be flush with country music stars and fading celebrities but don’t seem to have much entree into the entertainment business beyond that.

Conservatism is as welcome on MTV as music videos and women over thirty. (I also think the absence of the last two MTV Balls should be brought up if the Fairness Doctrine is ever reconsidered.)  And a footnote: For those of you who are buying the whole argument that Obama must be given a little time to settle in before the comedians start to parody him, please note that there was no grace period in 2001:

“Bush has been minimized and diminished by the Hollywood liberals … and it’s reflected in all those ‘Saturday Night Live’ sketches, which depict him as a doofus.”

Get that comedians? We’re already WAY over due. A guy who can’t even recite an oath that isn’t written on a tele-prompter, is as ready for ridicule, as a view of Russia, a Pet Goat, or a Potatoe.

http://bighollywood.breitbart.com/tslagle/2009/01/20/no-republican-balls/

January 06

it's hard to leave when you can't find the door

A new year so a new blog entry.  How exciting you will be I'm sure. 
 
You know I am really getting tired of the stupidity in politics these days.  All this stuff happening in Illinois is just absurd.  This guy appointed by Blagojavich (I took a crack at it) Burris is, in my opinion, the stupidest person that I can think of for the new year.  I mean you're appointed by a mad that is more crooked than a politician's back to be the choice for Senate to replace the almighty Obama.  People in high places tell you that you will be turned away because you were appointed by the wrong person.  But as I type this I'm also obliged to change my mind.  I'll throw myself into the arena of legal scholars.  I mean Gov. Blag is still governor.  So technically he can appoint whomever he wants.  So maybe in place of stupid I should place the adjective "cunning" to describe Mr. Burris.  Even though he's still not on the Senate and it will probably take months to get all that mess straightened out.  Put it to a vote.  Roland Burris .... COMPLETE IDIOT or MASTER GENIUS.  And for the love of all that is sacred let's please please not bring in the issue of the only black man to hold the seat.  I haven't sent out peitions for Bill Richardson to be pardoned from his problems with a grand jury because he's Hispanic.  I'm sure he's done ABSOLUTELY nothing wrong to have some sort of grand jury investigation impeding his nomination for Secretary of Commerce.  All a misunderstanding.  Just wait for the smoke to clear and everything will be fine.  Bill Richardson WILL BE BACK my friends.  Mark my words.  Richardson in 2012.  Finally in this little snippet of politics Al Franken as Michigan Senator.  *YIKES* that's a scary one.  I mean come on .... Al Franken.  A guy who supposedly had ballots in the trunk of his car and had them accepted to be counted.  And people say Republicans rig elections.  Good luck to you as well Michigan.  Enjoy the rollercoaster ride along with your neighbor Illinois.  Maybe two of the inviduals belong in the COMPLETE IDIOT or MASTER GENIUS category.  Hats off to Roland Burris and Al Franken.  You have COJONES gentlemen.  I will give you that. 
 
*scary*
 
 
December 05

while my guitar gently weeps

 
Do you see this cool looking fantastic hat that John Lennon is wearing in the major motion picture "HELP?"  Well I've wanted this particular hat for YEARS.  Ever since I saw the movie was somewhere around the late '80's.  Well I finally found it.  It found me actually.  I subscribe to the beatlefest catalog and they are selling it.  Oh joy for you.  I'm not a hat fan but I just couldn't pass this up.  The only this is they sell it in faux suede or corduroy.  John's hat I believe is leather.  This is the hat I will soon have sitting on my round lil head.   I'm excited over a hat.  How thrilling.
 
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I'm currently reading the second book from the "Twilight" series.  It's called "New Moon."  I actually wish these books would not end.  It's just so strange how PERFECT Bella's boyfriend Edward really is but then again he's a vampire.  It's just really cool.  Ah to be 19 again.  Like anything in my life would REALLY change. 
 
I'm still with my Guitar Hero game.  I'm not sure if I ever wrote that I did indeed buy it MYSELF since my brother couldn't get the numerous text messages about what I wanted for my birthday.  C'est la vie.  There have since been announcements about Rock Band coming out with a Beatles game.  I have an article pasted below.  So I guess Rock Band will be the next video game I will be buying.  I'll be able to drum along to an actual Beatles song.  How cool that will be!!
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New York, NY - October 30, 2008 - The Beatles' extraordinary music and phenomenal legacy is set to rock across the universe in the form of a video game through an exclusive partnership between Apple Corps Ltd., Harmonix and MTV Games, a part of Viacom's MTV Networks (NYSE: VIA, VIA.B).

This partnership marks the first time that Apple Corps, along with EMI Music, Harrisongs Ltd, and Sony/ATV Music Publishing, has agreed to present The Beatles music in an interactive video game format. Published by MTV Games and developed by Harmonix, the world's premier music video game company and creators of the best-selling Rock Band, the game will be an unprecedented, experiential progression through and celebration of the music and artistry of The Beatles. The game was creatively conceived with input from Sir Paul McCartney and Ringo Starr, along with Yoko Ono Lennon and Olivia Harrison, and enjoys their full blessing. In addition, Giles Martin, co-producer of The Beatles innovative LOVE project, will provide his expertise and serve as Music Producer for this groundbreaking Beatles project.

"The project is a fun idea which broadens the appeal of The Beatles and their music. I like people having the opportunity to get to know the music from the inside out," Sir Paul McCartney said.

"It gives me great pleasure to be part of The Beatles / Apple and Harmonix / Rock Band partnership," said Ringo Starr. "The Beatles continue to evolve with the passing of time and how wonderful that The Beatles' legacy will find its natural progression into the 21st century through the computerized world we live in. Let the games commence."

"It's cool. I love it and hope it will keep inspiring and encouraging the young generation for many decades," said Yoko Ono Lennon.

"People are having so much fun playing Rock Band. Combined with The Beatles tracks, it is a great way to either listen or participate," said Olivia Harrison. "If you like the music, it doesn't take much persuasion to get you to play."

"Introducing the genius of The Beatles to a whole new generation of music lovers through original and inspired ways is extremely exciting to us at Apple Corps," stated Jeff Jones, CEO, Apple Corps. "We are truly pleased to be working with the innovative forces at MTV and Harmonix as they embody our mutual passions for music and creativity."

"Many of us have been part of a generation that has long enjoyed an enduring love affair with The Beatles and now we're looking to extend that love affair for future generations to enjoy," said Van Toffler." "Our inspiration for this project comes from a keen sense of history and a place of utmost reverence and respect for the band, their music and their heritage."

"The impact of The Beatles is forever ingrained in the hearts, minds and souls of millions the world over," said Judy McGrath, Chairman and CEO of MTV Networks. "The Beatles are the reason many of us are WHERE we are, and some of us are WHO we are."

"We are honored to be part of this new way for people to discover the timeless music and art of The Beatles - the most creatively and commercially successful, critically acclaimed, and influential band in the history of popular music," stated Paul DeGooyer, MTV's Senior Vice President of Electronic Games & Music.

"By presenting their music and artistry through the creative filter of a groundbreaking video game, we are giving legions of fans and music lovers all over the world a profound, new way to experience The Beatles," said Alex Rigopulos, CEO and Co-Founder, Harmonix. "This game will be a celebration of the Beatles undeniable legacy."

Having technical difficulties with pictures.  Sorry about that.  Well I guess that's enough FYI for now.  Have a great weekend.

 
 
November 05

what we are is what we are

Well I've decided to crawl out of my little hole and greet the world again.  I've put the ugliness of my home life behind me and opted out of the relationship.  I'd rather be content and have peace and quiet at home than have all hell breaking loose and losing the soothing environment which currently exists in my home.  I put it in God's hands.  He provides and guides.  I never heard from Stephen again so if he really liked me or wanted to talk he'd call me or that's what I think.  There's just something about hanging out with him that didn't quite feel right so maybe mother does know best.  Life is pretty much the same as usual.  Bruno is growing and thriving.  He's roughly 9 months old now.  I still work two jobs. 
 
The REAL tragedy is the McCain loss but I'm going to keep my cool and not say anything that might violate the Patriot Act or send a negative message to anyone.  I'm not going to do flip flops, cry and all that jazz b/c Obama won.  All I have to say is good luck to you and these wonderful next 4 years of hope and change you've promised.  I'm sure the Dow will skyrocket out of the stratosphere today. 
 
I recently got back on my Weight Watchers diet about a month ago.  For the month of October I lost a whopping 6 pounds.  My weight loss is always SO slow.  So I'll be back soon to give you the play by play of my life.  Hope everyone is doing well and have a wonderful day!
 
All My Loving,
 
Julie Red heart
 
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August 21

if loving you is wrong

I have finally decided to blog about a very difficult time I've been going through.  I'm sure some of you will scoff or make light of my situation but it's been a living hell for me and something that just gnaws at me.  I'm even thinking I may need some sort of therapy or something.  I'm just so angry, confused, depressed, tired, scared, hurt and just really fed up with life in general.  It all involves the last guy that I dated.  I did discuss him here on the blog and talked about him a bit.  I just started to get to know him and as you may or may not know my mother isn't too keen on the idea of me ever getting married.  Every person I've dated or talked with she's become upset with it or gets angry about it.  Well as we decided to date I told my mother about this guy and she was upset because I never mentioned him and she didn't know who he was and she wanted to meet him.  Well I invited him over and she and my Dad met him.  Still she was very abrasive about it and started saying she was going to look for a place to live on her own b/c she needed to be on her own.  We also live together (my parents).  Well as time went on the situation just worsened and she just couldn't tolerate my dating because he was younger than me, he worked on an oil rig and all this other crap.  She got mad and took off to I don't know where and I left home for a day and didn't come back.  She's threatened to leave me and never come back home EVER. I have to cover my emotions because I can't be crying because then I'm crying about him so I have to be Miss Sunny Sunshine.  Can't watch oil rig shows because I'm thinking about him.  My family is very important to me and I just couldn't have her leave and me be alone with a house payment and all the bills.  She said very hurtful things to me about him. She said I was choosing him over them and that I had ruined Easter and Father's Day b/c all this happened around that time.  That if I lost the house that she'd be homeless b/c they gave me the home they lived in so I could sell it and build the current house I live in.  Just a huge guilt trip.  I got to the point where I didn't want to live anymore.  She would say she'd just call the police and they'd take me to the hospital.  It's as if she has no pity for me or cares about MY happiness.  So I ended my relationship or what had started with this guy for my family.  Now I still feel bad about what could or may not have been but it was my decision to decide whether it worked out or not.  I hurt someone who I had no intention of hurting.  I just realize that I'll be alone forever and I'll never be a mother or a wife.  No one will ever love me or care for me.  I just feel empty inside like I have no heart or soul left.  I just cry every night for a life that will never be and there is no one really to talk to about it.  I don't feel like working anymore at either job.  My only interests are being at home to spend time with my mother.  Yet when I'm home from work she leaves to go play the 8 liner machnes and leaves me all alone.  She's a mother and yet it's as if she doesn't care about my happiness but is selfish and only cares about her happiness.  I can't speak to her about any of this b/c she'll go into some sort of rage and threaten me again and say ugly things about me.  It's funny because even after all this I still love her and just wish I could do what I wanted to do.  That's all I want.  To do what *I* want to do.  Maybe it won't work out with Stephen but it's up to *ME* and nobody else to make me decide.  I feel it's been forced on me that it won't work.  I just don't know what to do anymore.  My thoughts turn more and more to just ending it all because I'm not happy and I doubt that I will ever really find the happiness that I want out of life.  My brother even sides with my parents.  My dad tells me that he doesn't want anymore fighting.  I just feel like I was not only allowed to date this person but I was also not allowed to say goodbye to him or even mourn this "lost" relationship.  I just don't know what to do.  I really don't have very many choices in life.  I just feel empty and dead on the inside.  I feel hopeless and without any dreams that will ever come true.  So that's it.  That's my crappy story.